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Laceration Abominationa series of smarting blows
your every word slashes through to my core
I'm bleeding out all of my color and previous misconceptions,
you pull the glass out from under me and drink away my spirit
I don't feel like struggling against these ropes with some sort of boyscout knots,
but as soon as I feel myself stop caring, the ropes fall from my shoulders,
and I can walk again, my wounds turning to clear glass, so you can see what I actually mean.
Sensitive IImissionary rosary
her head spins on its pike
or maybe she's the sun and Ive decided to orbit her.
SensitiveBroken boned lullabies for a silent girl
her crisp white lacy figure is starting to fold
your ears cry to her, begging for relief
Romance IIRed rose red rose
Peeping eyes under the bed
I was stuck in here looking for my love
I don't consider this stalking
but I felt a little of myself leave
when he brought his courtesan into bed with him
I still hope they never heard my chants of anger during their lovemaking
The Art of Dentistry IIbroken teeth wrapped in candy wrappers
lets unwrap these, he said
lets hollow out some cavities in your heart
across 3000 miles
of what i used to think would sink me
into some kind of peace
you don't know how this haunts me
ink can't say enough
to rid my head of all the frustration
i'd mold myself cracked 3000 times over
if it meant your hand could finally fit into mine
24 not-poems later1.
it is so hard to be okay
when all i've got are cigarettes
the voices of strangers
and memories of you
it's so hard to be okay
when you hate yourself
for not being okay
all i want is to hear you say
that you love me
so that for five seconds,
i can believe it;
just a few moments
of being alright
i wonder what you would do
with the letters i have written
but never given you
with the truth that i have known
but never told
if i swim
until my arms could no longer
hold me up - you wouldn't
even have a body to say goodbye to
i wonder what you would do
if i wrote right here
that it was you
i wonder what you would think about
and what we have done; the love
that we have destroyed
with our cowardice and our weakness
like a windowsill plant
left out in summer
i wonder what you would think
if the last thing i tol you
was that i loved you
god damn you kissed me hard
when you left
as if you knew it would be the last time
what if it was
the last time
you would never have to catch another moth for m
I Love You.
Oh, gorgeous goddess!
How your beauty tantalizes me!
Leaving a dumb statue
In my place.
How can You,
O Great and Majestic One,
Sitting on your golden throne,
In the sky,
Have created such a girl
As the one I see
Oh how my heart flutters!
Sweet angel, you gave
Wings to my
You blessed a poor soul,
With that wonderful magic
Only you possess.
I will give
I will cross the world for you,
I will serve you,
I will think only of you,
I will do anything for you!
If only I can
Hold your delicate hand,
Skin so smooth,
Soft as silk,
And be with you,
Every step of your way,
To comfort you
In your sorrows,
you jump i jumpit shouldn't be a crime to want to die
but when it comes to you
i'm so fucking glad it is
I Don't Believe in LoveI don't believe in love... Atleast... I don't think I do.
Yet I constantly have to catch myself when I'm thinking about you.
You aren't even mine!
Hopefully this fades with time
'Cause otherwise I'll go insane
Why can't I get you off my mind?
I don't believe in fairy tales or other delusionary fables
Please believe that I'd get over you, if only I were able
I know you're getting angry- believe me, I would too
So, if you could just stop being sweet, I'll try and get over you.
I don't believe in love... Why is that so hard to believe?
Maybe it's because I love you, even though you don't love me.
You make me feel so warm inside
It's kinda strange, but I won't lie
I'd love it if you would be mine
'Cause I think I'll be yours for the rest of my life.
seventeen dreamsi couldn't sleep
(i tossed and turned to the swift beat of the setting
she drew picasso canvases on my peeling lips
with her fingertips,
and her ginger breath was on my ear as she
muttered that being with someone so
dangerous made her feel safe.
it was always you, i would tell her,
and she would smirk with her two front teeth
and there were doves and swan feathers falling
in her eyes.
i just wish that when she left me
she would've left a trail of
who i was before behind--
but it's okay now,
because i lit the match she gave me as a birthday present
with the musty inverted cross on the centerfold,
and i burned all of the remaining feathers
FreedThis life has felt sabotaged;
Obliterated; destroyed –
I’ve thought about what’s to come
For the remaining portion,
And dream to keep dreaming.
But ho~! I have found Freedom
In the eyes of Hope.
I feel spoilt with
Joy and redemption –
A conflagration of content.
Despite the things I realise,
Dropping me down lower,
You keep me above the line –
You keep the sanity in,
And the insanity at bay.
I just hope that
One day –
Many days –
I can return
UnbreakableI've recovered from the past,
I'm ready to restart.
Then I met you at last,
And your beauty touched my heart.
We started off great,
Your love was well needed.
But now it's too late,
I found out that you cheated.
Then you have the nerve to ask,
Can we still be friends?
Girl, I'm putting you in the void of my past,
You'll regret making this end.
You will pay for your sin,
But not by my hand.
You'll hop from guy to guy,
None will treat you as I have.
I gave you love, I gave you care,
You settled for less.
I'll work harder. I'll dream, I'll dare
My revenge will be mass success.
And when you realize what you've lost,
You'll come running back.
Saying Michael, I'm sorry I double crossed,
And I'll reject you without slack.
I'll move on, I'll look good,
You will never break me.
I'm a Guardian, Swimmer, and Student
Goodbye you, hello me.
I Promise to Love YouSunshine blinds the smirking boy
He stands with open arms
Waiting for the blushing girl to come and make him warm
She stares down at her dirty white shoes
Breathing the clean, cool, mint air
Quietly dreaming and biting her lip
She runs her fingers through her hair
He treads across the gravel sea
She moves herself to where he'll be
And just the way the fates decreed
Love is wakened from her sleep
Two hearts beating, side by side
One is yours, the other mine
I promise to love you faithfully
And be yours 'til the end of time.
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